its better to want something you never had…then to have something you never wanted

last picture i got with my friends back in kansas

last picture i got with my friends back in kansas

when wal mart used to be fun!

when wal mart used to be fun!

why do i get drunk? =D

why do i get drunk? =D

Think damnit…THINK!

Think damnit…THINK!

They live in a world where wishes dont come true

Wisdumb

Ok so its been a lil while since ive wrote some stuff so let me throw at ya some words of wisdumb for your wonderous minds.

Was off work today and i hate it cus then I start to think alot and Im just realizing how much of a shitty year 2009 has been. Gettin fucked over by girls, nearly dieing from being sick, recruit training (marine boot camp) just to name a few negatives. But then I tryed to think of the positive and so far the only thing is the ppl ive met since i started goin on this webcam site.

Im so glad to have met them it may not be much but it just shows no matter how much bad happens to ya that the good always out weighs the bad. Even the lil things. I only wish that all these friends of mine would live where I do or vice versa, maybe one day ill meet some of them and who knows what will happen then.

I like to live life like tomoro is never gonna come, i try to make the most of everything. Yah i wish i had someone to share it with, but im still young and one day ill find somebody, but shes gonna have to like me for who i am im not gonna change for anybody and ill know when ive found the right one cuz they will be right there with me the whole way. They wont say well why do you wnna go do something like that or what are you thinking!? Theyll say hell ya bitch lets do it! Till then tho ill be living the single life like ive been and hope for that one to show up.

Anyways just felt like blabbin a lil, doubt anyone reads this stuff anyways haha

LATAHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Rennisance? Renissance? Ren! Fest! =D

Went to my first renissance, god i dont know how to spell that, festival…EVER!!! It was pretty interesting. Was neat to see ppl dressed up and what not. Deffinatly saw some new things.

Btw, there are things out there! THAT! PPL! SHOULD!! NOTTTTT!!!! WEAR!!!!! Like for instance…if you have had 4 or more children and you havent excersized or done anything to get rid of your gut and/or stretch marks…DONT SHOW YOUR GUT!!! There was this chick there that wore a gypsy outfit that beared her treturous belly and guess what!? I DRY HEAVED FOR 5 MINS!!!…5 mins!!!!!!!! D= I took a pic so you too could share my pain…the picture doesnt do justice to the real deal but, you get the idea

On a good note!!! i got layed!!…jk! I WISH! some of them gals there…mmmm….just mmm!!! and i would like to point out im not a perve just stating that there were some descent lookin girls there

thats all for noaa!